.Saturday, March 7, 2009 ' 1:45 AM Y
Haiz...woke up at 6am today, then gt ready to go canoeing....took 272 to the interchange and then took 132 from there to Macritchie....then after reaching there...usual loh...took out boats and stuff....then did warm-up and land stroking...the programme was 8 sets of 2 mins and 8 sets of 1 min....so go down water and did capsize drill...after tat went to 1 km mark and started doing the programme.....during the programme, ii keep getting scolded by coach markus...T.T i'm sorry coach and shi ying, my partner, ii will try my best de......Then did some technical stroking and gt corrected by coach...aft tat came up...feeling so bad and moody....brought boats and so on........kept thinking tat ii let shi ying down........then coach debriefed us....then was coach markus turn.....ii was playing wif the leaves and listening at the same time....ii was playing wif the leaves to control my tears and distracting myself wif it....then as ii listened to him...cannot control le...my tears started coming out....then recently very stressed cus gt tests and hard to juggle both canoeing and academics at the same time expecially when ii am expected to do well....oso father was very worrried about my health and wanted me to cut down on trainings...so quite stressed....then all the tears ii hav been holding bac jus came out and ii cried damm hard and long....Coach was behind patting me. Thx alot coach!! Coach Markus told me not to think about canoeing for Sunday and Monday and jus enjoy them....Thx Markus!!....Must b positive for the competitions and jiayous!!...but ii really am such a useless captain, rite seniors and juniors. ii keep crying....sry....but ii am like tat de...still ii will try my best to b a good captain kays? Anyways...ii gt 38+1 for history! Yay! ii tot ii will fail.....Well to all the canoeists...Jiayous for the upcoming competitions....ii believe WE can do it de. Tats all..remember to tags, kays?Labels: Still dreaming........
